Firstly you've posted your email address on a public internet forum - unless the site admins delete it, I'd strongly suggest you edit your post to remove that, or you're at risk of being spammed.
Secondly, there's no account access on here, and if you're struggling to pay your bill you need to contact EE CS ASAP to discuss your circumstances.
See https://ee.co.uk/help/help-new/billing-usage-and-top-up/paying-my-bill/what-should-i-do-if-i-cant-pa...
